Motivation

I say Ideal me and not skinny or thin me as I am setting a realistic goal and accept that if I weighed what I did in college my body would look dramatically different. Having three kids and nurturing them has not only widened my pelvis and realigned my hips but has left me with strech marks and scars from 2 c-sections that I will carry with me all my days. We won't even mention the change in cup size from a C to a DD. I am sure they would look great if they got they way through plastic surgery but these bad boys are 100% natural and national Geographic quality. I will often use sarcasm and humor to make light of the uncomfortable topics so if I upset your delicate sensibilities then leave. If this is not an honest and open process for me I will be lying to myself as well as anyone who cares to follow my progress. I will post photos weekly to keep track of my progress because there is no way to escape the truth of a photo.



Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Just Keep Swimming! Just Keep Swimming!



Yes Dory is my motivation to continue through the disappointing last 2 weeks. Firstly, I am sure it is obvious that there was no post last week. It's not that I strayed from my path last week or didn't make it to the gym. It's that while mother nature was visiting I decided not to photograph myself while bloated and just dissuade myself further. I think I see subtle changes in my body after just a few weeks but it could just be my perception since I want it to be true. I did make it through more time on the eliptical and bike today with less effort and was able to not only pick up the pace but the level of difficulty. All in all 2.7 miles on the eliptical and 7.5 on the bike.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Day 1

Ok so here goes...hope I don't bore you to death with the details. I started my morning with 2 hard boiled eggs and a cheese stick...ummm good stuff! After choking that down I headed to the gym conveniently located in my apt complex which we are all going to pretend I just discovered. ;) I decided to start off light and so did 20 minutes on the eliptical machine and thought I was breezing through it. This will be easy right? Well about 11 minutes into my 20 minute goal I wanted to cry because I was feeling muscles I had forgotten I had and they were not at all happy. I dug down deep and decided that I have to have more willpower and can't give up. Well actually there was a cute guy next to me working out and I was horrified that he would see me get off after only about ten minutes. Hey inspiration comes in all forms....don't judge!! When I looked up and saw that I had reached my goal I was so excited and pretty damned proud of myself so I moved on immediately while I was charged up. I then did 30 minutes on the bike and made my rounds on the weight machines. 5 reps of ten on the bench press at 30 lbs, 3 reps of ten lateral pull downs at 30 lbs, 3 reps of ten back extesions at 30 lbs., 3 reps of ten leg presses at 50 lbs & 3 reps of ten calf presses at 50 lbs. Finally a 5 minute brisk walk to cool down. I am sure I will pay for all of this tomorrow but seriously am shocked that my body allowed me to go as far as it did. All told not a bad first day and I am aiming for returning on Friday or Saturday....starting out at 2 days a week and will build up from there so I can acclimate which I am sure is probably the wrong way to do it so feel free to keep your criticisms to yourself. Only positive motivational feedback allowed or I will sit on you!!! Thanks for taking the time to follow me on this journey and hopefully you will see me through to my goal weight loss of 50 lbs. Current weight= 182lbs...yes I cringed when I typed it.